Even though i know its false hope but an sms from you just got my heart thumping up and down! Can i just rewind this moment and keep feeling this happy...
Cause i dun wanna lose this feelingwhich i have craved for so long..!
if only i can pry open my heart and let u know how i feel...

Hmmmm.. feeling kindda lonely in my unit... its fking boring... Today marks the slackest day of my life since being in my new unit which is something i definitely look forward to... My stockcheck is alright... finally the worst fear is off the list... Anyway ive been so busy that i din get my meals right... Haven been eating breakfast and lunch for consecutive breaks... Dun u go heartbreak for me.. lolz..

Anyway, ive learnt alot through this job.. i dun call it a fucked up vocation though it is but at leats i learnt lots of new things, learn how to build rappos and etc... Alright, shall enjoy my day by doing nth.. totally nth just lay on the bed not thinking bout anything... ciao =)

life's good
life's sweet
but here comes the bitter part
the sad truth to be told...
i admitted that i still cling on to the past...
i just can't forget bout her...

that's where we bid farewell
and we wished each other all the best...

Iam such a selfish bastard
iam really sorry...
i know iam to blame definitely not you
cox its my fault for not being able to forget her...
i just felt the need to tell u the truth...
if not i feel as if iam cheating on you...


iam sorry =(

What iam going through now, no one can understand. The tonnes of tasks being arrowed.. Preparing for stock check, planning for overseas ex supplies, adjusting of accounts, cleaning and accounting for my stores, getting daily job done, getting fucked by pple left right centre, daily paperwork, disciplining my guys, and many more... Indeed this is really the ultimate pithole so far. But i do not intend to be down there forever. Iamma try to climb up. I know i can do it.
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The feeling is different from what i thought it to be..
Its wierd...
Somehow it feels wrong,
is it the wrong person?
or the wrong timing
or the heart chooses to stick with the past...
Iam confused...