I'm glad i said out how i felt already.. No regrets =) Iam really cool with it... The meet up was particularly meaningful because we poured out how we felt... sometimes i really wish i could be like you possessing the special trait of positiveness.. haha... friends forever =)
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Went to circa to celebrate jeff's bdae... man he was all drunk and high. went to the dance floor with the guys and mel (jeff's friend)... Was like all high and crazy! And totally enjoyed it, went to rebel after that and for the first time i'm completely awake! Had to send wen liang home and he vomited on me! Damn it! Past few weekends has been filled with activities.. totally enjoyed it... Thanks everyone for ur wishes and presents on my 21st birthday =)

i'm always debating whether loneliness is worser than sadness or vice versa... maybe to most pple its 2 separate entity. But to me, both are comparable i guess. what's a r/s without forseeing breakups. Why do pple wanna fall in love even if they know the risk factors involved. Ultimately its the issue of breaking up which everyone fears. But yet many venture and reached deadend. But to some they found more trails and paths leading to paradise.

Loneliness is a journey unventured and there is no deadend nor paradise. its just a path left untouched. nothing to be felt or seen. its just plain dead. isn't it worse off than feeling sadness?

i admit, ive been through only 2 relationships but i felt nothing from it. No happiness, no sweet feeling.. even after the breakup, i dun even feel sad. It just felt like i was with the wrong partner. This is what i called loneliness though.

ultimately, iam still searching for my soulmate. But till now, i still cannot find anyone more perfect than her. but i know there can nv be a chance but its the heart which chooses to be stubborn.

i know, iam a persistent idiot though...
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My entry is kindda mixed though. Particularly because of the time now? Iam feeling lethargic though. Anyway my life now, is kindda ok i guess.



if you asks what's my birthday wish, i would say i wanna be with you and spending every single day with you sitting by the beach and talking about anything under the sun with you...