Army!

Its my turn, the day has come for me to serve my beloved country with pride and patriotism...! *pukes* Whatever the case , see ya guys in 2 weeks time!
And i will miss ya guys and definitely my family! Its so hard to not see them for like 2 weeks... hehe... ciao..
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It was a short meetup, though only 4 hours, but it is the BEST day of my entire holiday... The way you laughed at my stupid jokes, the expressions, the smile, the lame topics you started, the tennis "court" and many more! But i know we are just friends and nth else... Thanks alot!

Whatcha doing tonight
I wish I could be
A fly on your wall
Are you really alone
Who's stealing your dreams

Why can't I breathe
You into my life
So tell me
What would it take
To make you see that I'm alive

If I was invisible
Then I could just
Watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I could just tell
You where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
Wait, I already am

Saw your face in the crowd
I call out your name
You don't hear a sound
I keep tracing your steps
Each move that you make

Wish I could read
What goes through your mind
Oh baby
Wish you could touch me
With the colors of your life

If I was invisible (Yeah)
Then I could just
Watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I could just tell
You where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
Wait, I already am

I'd make you mine tonight
(Invisible)
I'd make you mine tonight

I reach out
You don't even see me
(No you don't, No you don't)
Even when I scream out
Baby, you don't hear me
(You don'thear me)
I am nothing without you
Just a shadow passing through

Invisible
Invisible
Invisible

If I was invisible
(Yeah)
Then I could just
Watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I could tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
If I was invisible
If I was invisible
Wait, I already am

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My all time fav by clay aiken... Today was way boring boring boring... All i know is the invisible countdown timer in my head which spells "8 days more to NS"...
Iam sure all of u are leading a life happier than mine currently... Iam bored to tears already...

Met up with jasmine at bugis junction.. Walked around, sat at starbucks and chit chatted forlike an hour and a half.. Bout all the stupid things we did when we were young and her r/s and reasons for my singlehood and many more! Its such a great meetup...

She had classes so went to Lasalle and walked over to the national library and met her again after her lessons... Went to selegie tau huay and headed home...

After that went to wee nam kee with my family for dinner... Then headed to jp to buy a flip flop... And my mother always say this one nice but not anti-slip... Or she would pick an anti-slip one and the design is like so cheena... Settled for one pair at Bata cox bloody shoe shops in jp dun have my size...! Maybe my leg's too big...=(

Headed home and resting now... My ankle somehow feels wierd... It still hurts after so many weeks... Iam beggining to worry now cox its 10 days more to army! How fast huh... I was complaining bout how long it is till enlistment date... But now, iam preparing my stuff already.. Will pose my kuku specs which costs me 170 bucks... Regretted buying it though but mum says its ok... But dad's specs was a killer, which costed 670 dollars... -.- The extra bucks are just because he is lao hua so need special lens... I shall go watch tang xin fong bao (the 2nd one) which is like awesomeness nice!
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I smsed,
I waited,
No reply,
Nth at all...
Guess ur not sincere bout our meetup...
But i blamed myself for hurting my leg before the day iam supposed to meet u...
I guess it will take forever for me to really forget u...
i'm Upset.

Weekends...

Went to malaysia on sat! Had a super fun day... Had a good chat with my cousins, we probably can talk about anything on the world... Ok, except football... LOL... Cox we dun watch soccer! They recommended me to watch Ming Zhong Zu Ding Wo Ai Ni... Its quite a nice show... but i got tired watching it for about 5 eps.. Shall catch it some other day... So, we went to the peninsula plaza i think... The girls went shoppping while the guys, (my 2 cousins, me, dad and uncle) played bowling... My second attempt though... At least i got a strike... Then we went to arcade and all of us were totally fascinated by the box karoke... Its like each box can fill 2-3 pple and inside there is basic k box set... No drinks and food la... Each song is only RM 1.00... I supposed i nv seen this side of my dad for a very long time.. Playing bowling and singing in karaoke... Although the songs are limited, but luckily they got those oldies so my dad and uncle sang quite a few songs...

The day ended at some restaurant which is located at...... i dunno where... LOL.. All i know is that the mee and bee hoon and esp. the chicken wings are fantastic...
Headed home, bathed and slept...

Sunday went to bedok, played with yu xin as usual... The whole house is filled with laughters... This is probably the power of an infant, as it makes the whole family more bonded than before... This is the kind of weekends i always look forward to... Iam very lucky cox my families on both sides of my parents are very bonded... And my ah ma gave me an ang bao cox i may not be in jb for quite some time... Hopefully i can apply for permission to go overseas during my NS...

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Other than sat and sun, i absolutely hated mon-fri! Staying at home, doing nth but facing the com and tv... Cannot even go exercise which sucks more... I wanna swim badly la! But all my buddies in camp already... Iam ALONE... Its freaking lonely... Somehow iam like the leftout kid... U guys will nv know how it feels like to be the last man standing.. LOL... I sound exaggerated huh...

Suddenly my aunties asked me whether ive got a gf or not.. How she looks like and stuff... But i really dun have... And they say youngsters at ur age should have what... Iam like -.-... Maybe iam really unattractive... Oh well... Hopefully some girl just pops up the morning when i wake up... Ok it sounds like ONS but i meant like magically poppping up...

Its not that i dun like the idea of a gf, but the pple i like just dun like me... Somehow iam presented as unattractive and behaving more of like a sis to them... Damn.. i hate it that way though... i shall leave the affairs of heart to God... Give me a gf soon!



AS IF! lolz...

Love's not math...
Its unlogical and there is no standard formulas...
Its unrigid, filled with undescribable feelings just like a poetry
where the beauty of the poem is appreciated by the poet himself...

Everyone's gone..

Yea! Went out on tues with zz.... Finally bought a fossil watch with a 40% discount! Dunno why i bought it also... Shall post the pic next time... Went to watch eagle eye... Not bad, the movie is quite nice.. The action kind... 4/5 stars for me...

On wed, nth much.. Thurs went to long beach at IMM... Went in and shop around, i almost could not believe that its IMM from the look outside... it has revamped alot. But the interior, stil needs improvement... LOL. The food was nice, we ordered drunk prawns, chili crab, long bean, and hotplate tofu...

Reached home and use the com till now... Anyway, zz, my so called last friend aka swimming khaki has went into army already!! So officially, everyone is gone as stated from my blog title... but i'm also gonna go in soon... Another 14 more days! And my leg and thumb sprain have not fully recovered... Hopefully by then i will be alright, meanwhile no exercising for me... =( and i can feel my fats accumulating...

These few days hae been rather funny... My family probably got into some bad luck or smth, cox we are plagued with injuries...My mother kindda injured her wrist by overtyping and resting on the com table... My dad's wrist hurts unknowningly too.. And his back hurts too... And both of them coughed like mad esp. my mother... Really hope they are alright...

Oh, and i broke a glass wok cover accidentally dropping on the floor... And just ncie my dad just opened the door... And the glass shatters are everywhere in the kitchen. Suffered a tiny cut on my hand and leg... And i was VERY afraid that my dad will scold me etc.. But, he asked me not to move and helped cleared the mess which i created... I really felt fuking useless that i can even commit such mistake... Its not only this mistake but many other mistakes where my dad helps clear up my mess...

And iam really appreciative of it... Just that, some mistakes i can't avoid probably its the careless nature of mine... There are times when i wanna show them that ive matured like retaliating or talking big (i now its childish)... But in the end, iam just making a fool out of myself cox i think they know iam still a child incapable of providing solutions... I really wanna be an adult, providing solutions or be part of it. But, it seems that ive commmitted too much mistakes i front of them... I know they must be very disapointed of me... And the only thing which i know i made them proud is getting through poly with ok grades and getting a place in the Uni...
But i know its through sheer luck (by interview) that i got a place in SMU.. Till now honestly, i dunno if i can do it or not.. Cox my actions sometimes or most of the times dun coincide with my well-rehearsed speech... In simplified sense, i tok cock most of the time... Hopefully, i can preach what i say and put it in action... But i know i can tough it out though i can be very lazy... But i DO study hard for exams and work hard for projects alright!

I really hope that army and uni will change me... Cox the current me feels very lousy... I really hope to do my parents proud cox from young ive been a rather big disappointment... so hopefully, i will do well in uni... I try to not drop out from the course though... Alright, shall go youtubing now... Ciao...

Thoughts...

I miss this beautiful scenary where i sat on the chair alone, sorting and pondering over things... How i wish i could enjoy that moment again...

Daily routine...

So what have i been doing during holidays... Morning: Ok there's no morning cox i wake up at like 11-12 plus.. Afternoon: Use the internet and look for movies and dramas to watch. Kept searching youtube for updates on the dramas and animes i watch... usually i love thurs, fris and sundays cox its the days where all my shows are at least updated! After that, about 2 plus, i mightgo down or jp to buy my lunch and on the TV... Or if i hadn't sprain my leg and my swimming khaki, zhi zhong, is free, i will go swim with him at JW complex for about 1 hour plus to 2 hour... Then have lunch at kou fu...

Upon reaching home, about 5-6pm, if i ha'dn't sprain my ankle i will be playing bball with the philipinnos or with kai lun till about 10pm... Then at night i might surf wikipedia and internet to keep myself updated with recent news and developments and the current economic situation doesnt sound good with the proposal not passed out by the parliament and various congress... After which at about 12plus am, i will continue to search for new videos on youtube till about 2plus and head for bed...

So now, my ankle is sprain, i practically rot or go to slp during the time when i am suppose to swim and bball... Fucking sprain had to come when my friends have the time off army to have a gathering and i was supposed to go cine with zhi zhong but in the end this fucking sprain ruin everything! Hope it recovers quickly... And tomorrow morning, it will be a gruesome trip to the sin seh again for my leg... More pokings and painful rubbings!

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My life's a routine...
It feels that its missing a puzzle piece...
The vital piece which will make the puzzle a complete one...
Life's nth without you around...

Some random photos...

My attempt at capturing Afternoon sky in Spore:


The beautiful sunrise at Bintan beach:




The company at Bintan:


Had a bad day:


Ciao...

Happy Hari Raya Puasa

Today's activities include, morning/brunch at PSA tower for tim sum... The food is Very very nice... Next up we wanted to go take a look at the F1 track so went to CBD then headed for an impromptu S'pore flyer ride... Pictures up later IF i have the mood. After that went to Bedok to my grandma's house to see Yu xin (my cute cousin)Taught her how to do the action with my front teeth sticking out like a bucks bunny.
Cracked so hard when she tried to do it that i almost have cramps. LOL.

Head back home and my mother prepared my favourite dish : fried rice... Awesomeness i would say. That roughly sums up my day. The Spore ride was not that interesting... Perhaps its not tall enough of there is no nice scenary. but the experience was alright. Lucky there was nto many people when we boarded the flyer.

Anyway, i sprain my leg AGAIN at the same spot. Now it swell like a pig trotter. I remember the instant i "crack" it, i just lay on the floor and could not get up. Almost faint so u can imagine the impact and how pain it is. Somemore, the first time when i sprainit which was like 2-3 weeks ago, still have not recover. But i think i deserved it la.. Not resting and immediately went for swimming and bballing... It hurts so much that i almost could not slp the whole night man... Luckily my sis drove me to see the doctor and he did accupunture and rub my ankle. At least it does not swell that much now.

Sorry guys, had to cancel the meeting. I really wanna meet up with ya guys... Damn i regretted playing bball that day.

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I could have met you, but guess its fate that i hurt my leg. Maybe its a reminder for me to forget u...

Gtg, ciao... Oh and i wish all muslims a Happy Hari Raya Puasa.