Yea! Went out on tues with zz.... Finally bought a fossil watch with a 40% discount! Dunno why i bought it also... Shall post the pic next time... Went to watch eagle eye... Not bad, the movie is quite nice.. The action kind... 4/5 stars for me...
On wed, nth much.. Thurs went to long beach at IMM... Went in and shop around, i almost could not believe that its IMM from the look outside... it has revamped alot. But the interior, stil needs improvement... LOL. The food was nice, we ordered drunk prawns, chili crab, long bean, and hotplate tofu...
Reached home and use the com till now... Anyway, zz, my so called last friend aka swimming khaki has went into army already!! So officially, everyone is gone as stated from my blog title... but i'm also gonna go in soon... Another 14 more days! And my leg and thumb sprain have not fully recovered... Hopefully by then i will be alright, meanwhile no exercising for me... =( and i can feel my fats accumulating...
These few days hae been rather funny... My family probably got into some bad luck or smth, cox we are plagued with injuries...My mother kindda injured her wrist by overtyping and resting on the com table... My dad's wrist hurts unknowningly too.. And his back hurts too... And both of them coughed like mad esp. my mother... Really hope they are alright...
Oh, and i broke a glass wok cover accidentally dropping on the floor... And just ncie my dad just opened the door... And the glass shatters are everywhere in the kitchen. Suffered a tiny cut on my hand and leg... And i was VERY afraid that my dad will scold me etc.. But, he asked me not to move and helped cleared the mess which i created... I really felt fuking useless that i can even commit such mistake... Its not only this mistake but many other mistakes where my dad helps clear up my mess...
And iam really appreciative of it... Just that, some mistakes i can't avoid probably its the careless nature of mine... There are times when i wanna show them that ive matured like retaliating or talking big (i now its childish)... But in the end, iam just making a fool out of myself cox i think they know iam still a child incapable of providing solutions... I really wanna be an adult, providing solutions or be part of it. But, it seems that ive commmitted too much mistakes i front of them... I know they must be very disapointed of me... And the only thing which i know i made them proud is getting through poly with ok grades and getting a place in the Uni...
But i know its through sheer luck (by interview) that i got a place in SMU.. Till now honestly, i dunno if i can do it or not.. Cox my actions sometimes or most of the times dun coincide with my well-rehearsed speech... In simplified sense, i tok cock most of the time... Hopefully, i can preach what i say and put it in action... But i know i can tough it out though i can be very lazy... But i DO study hard for exams and work hard for projects alright!
I really hope that army and uni will change me... Cox the current me feels very lousy... I really hope to do my parents proud cox from young ive been a rather big disappointment... so hopefully, i will do well in uni... I try to not drop out from the course though... Alright, shall go youtubing now... Ciao...
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