Tuesday, September 16, 2008

loneliness

Well, well~~ After all or most of my dudes went into army ive been feeling VERY lonely... Haiz, the amount of emotional roller coaster ive to go through as each of them reaches their enlistment days... LOl.. Ok, a bit off the point and exaggerated... But the point ive learnt is that, i can nv survive without friends which i used to think i can...

But what saddens me further is that i do not have a partner to share my remaining days with, for example, a gf? Well , well.... Here's a big secret, i do not have any gfs at all!!! And yes, i do not hold hands, kiss and am still a virgin, ok thats rather out of point... But my point is when am i gonna have a partner.. Its not like i do not try looking for one... Just that it always ended up one sided, which sucks... The bottom line is, iam a very perplex and complex guy... I get emotional easily which probably turn girls off... *shrugs*

Alright, shall end this post with a abrupt ending.... ciao.

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