Well well.. Today's my off day. Ive been good during the weekend, din go out or anything. Had a good and quiet family time. And today, I spent my day watching dramas and the eclipse.

I was considering watching alone cause no one i know actually watches it. Thankfully i found it online. pple say that the movie is disgusting, and is only for lovers to enjoy but i particularly felt much for jacob's one sided love for bella but at the end, at least she kindda likes him though he doesn't have the chance. And the way he portrayed his feelings after going through a tough rejection which is what i can relate to. In the end, he also chose to leave her. There's this scene where jacob upon knowing that she and edward is getting married, bella asked "what can i do to make you not leave", jacob says there's nothing she can do. And he promptly left.

Perhaps its kindda what i'm going through now, thus i know what the movie is trying to depict the love between bella and jacob. But i'm glad that bella does have feelings for him though. Maybe it sounds gay or very unmanly of me liking this movie but somehow the feelings portrayed attracts me. Definitely worth watching.

Alright i gotta go soon. Going out to get some work done. Ciao...
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You never understood how fucked up i felt... You never will. To you, my one sided love must be non existent huh. No calls, no smses nth... Once again, iam left all alone fighting with my thoughts.