Well well, i suddenly missed the children ive helped with when iam in thailand doing volunteering work. The house built, with the children singing in thai and holding hand in hand and circling around us and the adults thanking us all the way for our help and i kindda teared thinking about them cause i really miss them so much. The satisfaction you get and sense of achievement when you see smiling faces makes you want to do more. I may not know their names but, iam proud to say ive made an impact on their lives even if it only for a few days, cause as simple as it sounds, all they want is to live happily everyday. Which sounds too normal for us but thinking back, isn't that the essence of life? Have we goten to a point where we expect so much just because we want to fulfil our inner satisfaction?

Well well i leave it for the readers to figure it out... Anyway today's meetup was GREAT except for the lousy satays!
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I dunno if its coincidence or just a random comment by her but she said she believes i can make it through...

And that was the assurance i needed for the past few weeks, and she is the only one who said believed in me... It doesn't mean alot to her, maybe just a random comment but to me, it was a morale boaster.

Somehow, she always manages to find a way to lighten up my day and take away the worries ive had, unknowningly.

Iam still searching for someone as perfect as her i guess?

"Ive always wanted you to know that no one can ever replace you. ju tao peng."